A serious conversation. - 27.03.2009 3:27

Gott weiss ich will kein Engel sein...

I see them looking at me. It's no surprise seeing I am the only female there is.

I know what I am.

I am this girl with incredible fears.

I don't want to be a bother, that's what I am afraid of. I know, it might sound ridiculous, but I want to protect them no matter what.

If I am sad or hurt it's ok, but if someone else is I care for, it hurts thousand times more. If I cry, it's for you.

Selfishly as I am, I want them to be happy.

I am always preparing for the worst, so if it happens, I am not disappointed.

Because every time I thought it couldn't become worse, it would always get worse and worse and worse.

I belong to the rest of the dirt, that covers this world.

Don't try to save me, it's way too late.

Suta

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Oi oi,

Die fetten jahre sind vorbei! Remember that. I am going to make a project about that.

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Seeya!