Possessed Dark Soul - 22.09.2004 11:27
Possessed Dark Soul
Standing there without fear, any feeling, any sign that you’re still living. It's not like you didn't know that I said I love you. It must have been so bad, cause living with me must have damn near killed you. I hope you know I said I love you and I swear I still do.
It was a mistake, a mistake handing you my heart. It was wrong, handing you a heart worth breaking. I’ve been wrong, I’ve been down, I couldn’t bear it anymore. And still those words in my head scream “Don’t leave me alone!” Hearing my own screams…I feel sick. How could you do this to me?
Where did the good times go? All the stupid fun. And all that shit we've done. Where did the good times go? I still don't know. Maybe it's time to fight, I must have done something wrong tonight. Or is it time to run? Clenching your hands. Tears and hatred at the same time. I don’t want this anymore. Never, never again.
Been there before, but not like this. Seen it before, but not like this. Never before have I ever seen it this bad. I wish it was a dream, a nightmare. I wish I would wake up. Why can’t you just leave me alone? Never again.
I'd like to close my eyes and go numb but there's a cold wind telling me I should not give up. Watching the warmth blow away. Wanting me to discard the humanity I know. I've been left so far behind.
Remember this!!! Don't let the world bring you down. Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold. Remember why you came and while you're alive experience the warmth before you grow old.
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