The mental kick in the stomach. - 28.03.2009 22:49

I can barely remember the last time I touched someone with love. I can’t remember the last time anyone touched me with love. I definitely can’t remember the last time I slept with someone out of love.

Cause you never know it’s the last time, right?

Maybe that is the reason why I didn’t miss sleeping with someone. It’s been too long since it was fun and I didn’t feel used. The mental kick in the stomach. I don’t even want to think about what you were thinking when sleeping with me.

For the time-being I didn’t feel. It was something I had to. An obligation. Cause what if I didn’t? Would he?

I thought I never could again.

I was wrong.

I want to make love to someone again.

Suta

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