Ga Ga Ga Ga Ga (there is no need to cry) - 26.09.2009 20:07
And there I stood, looking at his dead body and his grieving relatives. What did I do there? If it wasn't for her, I wouldn't have come. I didn't know him well.
Standing there, I wondered. Will this happen to me too? Someday my father will die too, it was too emotional to imagine. What would I do? What would I feel? It would be destroying. What would I do if my soulmate would die?
Can I call him soulmate?
Whether I can call him soulmate or not, I don't think of the possibility of him dying. I shut of my mind for it.
Cause.
I am so happy when I am with him. I cherish my time with him. Why think of the future if he is here and now?
There is no need to cry. Sadness is there and will be there forever. Wasting your time with crying is useless right?
I wish I could show him what I feel. I have no words for it. I have been thinking about it for days. I wrote something down. I thought of something to say. And then when sitting there next to him, I can only smile and enjoy.
I can only be there for him.
Shit.
I love you!
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