The days of future passed. - 30.01.2006 23:23
What do you feel now?
Please, just say…
Do you care?
When seeing me here?
Lying on the floor, rotting away…
in all my dark despair…
I’ve been denying, I’ve been lying, but all you want is see me crying…
Right?
There is no way you can break me again, not like you did before. The difference between now and then is that…I know now I am able to love, to feel. I used to be so cold, caught in dark dreams, I know, but that’s over.
I want to be able to look in the mirror without disgust. I never want to feel like screaming at myself again. I don’t want to go back, never, never again.
I know…sometimes I feel so broken. Sometimes I feel pushed back to the shadows again. The fact I stood up…doesn’t mean I can’t fall again. Something that’s healed can break again.
But for now… I hope this will last a little longer,
Suta
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