Explanets, moving far away. - 14.07.2009 11:49
It's been a long time, since I sat here alone. I can't help but feeling ugly and stupid sometimes. Then I start writing, to get rid of the depression.
If I write something down, I can face it. So what if I am ugly? And yes the world is a rotten place.
But something became different. I fell in love with him once again. Only today when I wrote something down I realized how it big it has become and how difficult it becomes to imagine a world without.
It's ok. We are together, because we want to. And it feels pretty good.
I don't really miss him when he is not there, cause I know I'll see him soon again and all I can do is looking forward to it.
In fact, I never felt so good as with him.
That doesn't mean I never feel ugly or stupid anymore. I do, just less.
I can't wait until tomorrow.
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