I care. - 09.05.2009 21:28
Love of mine, someday you will die, but I will be close behind...
When we were young everything our parents said was nonsense and bullshit.
Now I realize, that my family never let me down.
Love did.
Friends did.
I shouldn't let them down either.
Today they reminded me that I should be careful. That I should be happy, but that I shouldn't forget all the pain there was. All the nights that I cried myself to sleep. All the nights that I couldn't sleep. How skinny I became. The countless times I called them sitting at the toilet, not knowing anyone to talk to.
I shouldn't forget.
Forgive, not forget.
Cause with every new experience, I notice how cold I become. How careless I become. I am building a wall. I am creating a new mask.
I shouldn't.
And I won't let it happen.
Cause I do care. It's nothing to be ashamed of, right?
Yes, I do care, about you and you and you.
I CARE.
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