I can't free my mind. - 22.07.2009 7:36

Life is rough. Especially when it comes to the question what you are and what you'll become.
With age comes the sagging tits, the scars and the too fucking deep minded thoughts. One day you realize you live more in memories, than in the present. That there are more memories, than life left.

I am only 21. Still so long to go you say. But I am getting tired, tired of waiting to find out what for use my life has.

Bit by bit I am realizing my unimportance on earth, but what to do? Kill myself? No matter what I choose, it probably doesn't matter, since fate is playing a game with me.

I dislike myself, the fact that my emotions tend to take over my brain, the petty thoughts, the ugly feeling, the self-pitying.

I can't free my mind.

I am truly ugly.

Suta

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