Meld Misdaad Anoniem - 14.03.2009 9:29
She was singing this song and my head started hurting. Not again. I hugged myself.
I know I know! FUCKING HELL!
Conscience, why do you even exist?
I should tell. I have to. I have to tell someone. This can’t go on like this.
Meld misdaad anoniem?
Meld misdaad.
Anoniem.
Anonieme misdaad melden?
Nee, anoniem melden.
Dear reader,
If I write down all the truths I know, would you hate me?
Would you be disgusted?
When I was younger I despised women like that. I am one of them now. I realized that. I can’t just sit and say yes and know he is going on with it.
Can I tell you something? Something I’ve been hiding for two years?
First I need to talk to someone, a friend. I need to know the vision of someone else on it, before I do something horribly wrong. I don’t even know whether it’s really crime, or just something horrible wrong. I am so afraid he is not satisfied with that only.
I gave myself to him, in order to get him away from it.
It didn’t work.
I feel so unbelievable dirty and used. He raped my mind.
Please tell me, could I tell you?
Suta
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